Timing is indeed everything.

Certain things i do, i always thinks that i'm right. However, i could be wrong solely due to the fact that i'm studborn and never cares about others' feelings. I always assume that shutting someone off in a break up, it will minimize the suffering of the other party. This will inject the maximum amount of pain in the shortest of time and it will all be over . It is easier for both parties than long running sagas.

Apparently, no matter how rational u handle things, people will still get hurt and u will never know if u handle it well. There is no room for comparisons. I always thought the method i chosen would be the best one. That in itself has caused others to suffer. 

I thought that i will feel like a load off my chest but somehow my heart still feels very heavy

a said to b, "I was jealous about u and C. I know I shouldn't. This is your life and i have no control over it. However, i have control over mine. That's why maybe i should stop playing this game."